talking to myself.

i know it, i'm almost there, almost done with this brief intermittance of a thought.

i feel strong right now. as saul williams (the granola hippie!) said, asserting my vulnerability makes me strong. as silly as that sounds, it is true for me. i'm not afraid of it right now.

where am i? its the movement of all confusions that take me down and bring me up again.

i am looking for the medium or the median? where do i balance? where to go? pull back or forge on ahead? it is both and all and less and more and none at the same time.

to go to. to be covered up. or hidden. or both. to burst out. to be forgotten, but not by myself. to find out.

to go in circles one way. come back another. then round and round again some more.

to go back to years ago.
where am i?
is it now? or before?
where am i?
is it here? or there?
where is this?

more later